I can barely see my floor
for all the mess and
I haven’t washed my hair in 4 days.
I don’t know what I need but what I want
is someone to scoop up my sun-melt
by the moon-glow at times like this
when I completely lose myself.
When I lose my purpose. I want
someone to pour me into a jar
and keep me on their nightstand,
poke holes in the top so I can breathe,
and watch my gentle flicker from bed.